Annoyed. I don't hate you, I'm just so annoyed.

I feel annoyed right now. I know it's weird to post it on a blog with the name "walking on sunshine", but I don't feel like posting it on Facebook either because I know it's not a good option. Still, I feel like I need to write about this or something in me would explode.

I really hate it when some people come and invade my personal space. But I probably am too much of a coward to confront them head on. Or am I just too patient to deal with it? I'm letting fate take its course. 

I wanted to tell you, the one who I must not name but you know already that I am referring to you. 

Don't DARE throw out anything I OWN! Try respecting MY properties, MY stuff and anything that's MINE, just like I have respected yours. And don't go ahead trying to blame me for anything I haven't done just because you think I did it. Gather enough evidence first before judging me, because I also hate it when you BLAME ME FOR SOMETHING I CLEARLY HAVEN'T DONE JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK I DID IT. I AM NOT LIKE YOU. I don't do the things you do. And I don't do things the way you do. You never say sorry when you realize it's not my fault. Do you think I'm not hurt by the words you speak? And you think I'm more worthless than you? I may have kept my peace but that doesn't mean I admit that it's my fault. I am keeping my mouth shut because I think it's not worth it. After all, you will never even hear me no matter how hard I try to speak out. Useless.

Look at the mirror first before picking out on me. As the long adage say, "LET THOSE WHO ARE BLAMELESS CAST THE FIRST STONE". You are not that perfect so don't act as if you are. You speak about other people as if they are despicable but don't you think that the you who speak about some people as if their mere existence is annoying is even more despicable? Who are you by the way? You think you are some big shot now? Think again.

Just because I don't doesn't mean I can't. I don't plan to get back at you or anything, but that doesn't mean I can't. I just don't want to waste my efforts on fruitless matters such as revenge. But watch what you say or do, because what goes around comes back around.

Do you believe in KARMA?

You SHOULD.

And watch your back.

Gorgeous But Brainless?

"Beauty without intelligence is an illusion that is close to disenchantment. It is like a fairy that fascinates us, as long as we look at her through the enchanting prism of her beauty. However, it disappears as soonas thelight of reason penetratesbeyond the place where , the eyes can see."

-Mercedes Cabello de Carbonera, Concerning Women's Intelligence and Beauty, 1876

Blues (by Big Bang), lyrics by JD Relic

The Winter's gone and the spring has come
We've withered away
Our hearts are torn from the yesterdays

Im singing my blues
I'm used to the tears, the doubt and the fears That hold me oh
Im singing my blues
I hope you can see
Im loosing my grip on you oh oh

We're looking up into the same old sky except that you and I
Are further from the place we used to love
I am leaving you with just a word
Yea It's selfish girl
But I have never been that good with words
Oh this could be the end of our dream
No one can help me
Maybe this is our final scence
Watch the curtain closing drop down low
too bad now Ive got nothing to show

The moment I met you this I Know
I'd always Let my loving show
But I have lost my way into the blue
And when I close my eyes I pray we'll see it through

The Winter's gone and the spring has come
We've withered away
Our hearts are torn from the yesterdays

Im singing my blues
I'm used to the tears, the doubt and the fears That hold me oh
Im singing my blues
I hope you can see
Im loosing my grip on you oh oh

I wish that I could feel my cold heart
But We're so far apart, just like the ocean that's between our love
Your type of love is like a trauma
When all is said and done
Ill dry my tears and think of what we were
My apathy is all Ive got for now
Nothing gonna hold me down
I cant take your complicated run around
And I don't care if you aint there for me now
Cause I got a new sound
People come and go like downtown

The moment I met you this I Know
I'd always Let my loving show
But I have lost my way into the blue
And when I close my eyes I pray we'll see it through

The Winter's gone and the spring has come
We've withered away
Our hearts are torn from the yesterdays

And when the night has come and were underneath the stars
Thinking what went wrong
Falling asleep alone, but you always know
that even in my dreams I sing this song....

Im singing my blues
I'm used to the tears, the doubt and the fears That hold me oh
Im singing my blues
I hope you can see
Im loosing my grip on you oh oh

I'm Writing a Story

I'm writing a story. This would be my first attempt in writing a story so I know it would be rough. I posted it on my Wordpress blog, but here's how it goes.

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    Anya frustratedly stared at her monitor for almost an hour now as she waited for the uninspired moment to pass. “Damn writer’s block,” she exclaimed. But no matter what she do, she just can’t find it in her to write the first word to the story she was supposed to be working on.

    She planned on working on a love story. But there’s just one problem. She can’t start writing. Anya can’t seem to find the right words and the right characters to start with. She was so sure it would be so easy to write a love story after emerging from a romance movie marathon, which consisted of 36 hours of romance flicks in preparation for this writing task. And she was also banking on her other sources of knowledge on this topic. She had read hundreds, no, thousands of romance novels since she started reading her first “pocketbook” way back in her first year in high school. And it’s not as if reading romance novels were her only background at love. Anya was in her third year in high school when she got a boyfriend, and now she considers herself an expert in love after being having going through more than 10 of such kind of relationship which she had disappointingly ended one after another.

    “Writing a romance story should be easy for me”, Anya smugly thought when she had first decided on what genre to write on, and she had that thought two days ago. But she still can’t think of something that she can use to start with her story.

    “What should I do? Urgh. This is so frustrating!” For about 5 seconds Anya thought of giving up on writing the story. “Why is it so hard to write a love story! Should I focus on Emery first, or Alex?”

    “Hey, stupid shrimp! Are you madly talking to yourself now?”

    Anya’s heart jumped. Ed’s roughly shaven face interrupted her concentration as he just entered inside her “personal space” without warning...

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You can read the rest of it here.

You can also monitor my attempt at writing this story on my Wordpress blog.

I hope you enjoy this.

JAA NE!

I Sent Myself a Fan Mail

I have just sent a fan mail to myself on Tumblr. It feels so good! :)

Sending a fan mail to yourself will make you feel awesome. Trust me. It' sounds crazy, but it will encourage you to love yourself more.

Just remember Eleanore's (Roosevelt) words, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent".


If you don't give love to yourself, how can you give love to other people? 


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JAA NE!

RULES OF GLENS

I've been fascinated of these "rules of" sites that I decided to create one for myself. I think it's fun to create some kind of a "code of conduct" for yourself, some constant reminder of what you should and should be mindful of. I've recently created my own "rules of" site on Wordpress. Here's one of the posts I've made, and this one's on Facebook post. I would have written "Don't wear your heart on your sleeve. And don't post it on Facebook either", but I'm not really sure what's the best way to phrase it, so it ended up like this. 

I'm not saying that I follow these rules strictly and without fail. I just thought these rules would constantly bug me that I decided to put them into writing.

As Edward Cullen in Midnight Sun would say, "Keep it honest, keep it light". I want it to be honest and entertaining. You can check out the site at RULES OF GLENS.


JAA NE!

Benefits of Ionized Water

Drinking ionized water is not a new fitness fad. This healthy idea has been around ever since the first water ionizer was developed in Japan in the early 1950s. From then on, Japanese agricultural universities have conducted researches on ionized water benefits. It wasn’t very long before people all over the world have started to learn about how drinking ionized water may be good for the health.

There are some who would say that ionized water is merely some sort of “sales fiction”, but there are already a lot of claims about its advantages. Just like many other God-given miracles in the world, science is yet to uncover every truth about it. But here are a few of the ionized water benefits reported by many people all over the world.

First is the fact that it is many times more hydrating than tap water, or any other regular drinking water. If you haven’t tried drinking from any natural sources of ionized water, and if you haven’t drunk ionized water from an ionizer, you probably don’t know the difference. If you have tasted the ionized water, then you know how great it taste compared to the regular drinking water. From the taste itself, you will see that one of the ionized water benefits is that it could quench your thirst better than anything else.

While we can’t see it with the naked eyes, on an infinitesimal perspective the molecule cluster of the ionized water is made smaller and the shape is also changed from the ordinary water molecules to form a hexagonal form which lets it pass easily through the body tissues, and this allows the body to have its enough fluid supply it needs. We might not see it, but we can feel the difference.

Aside from that, it also is a natural antioxidant. As many other natural antioxidants, ionized water is a powerful anti-aging element. It has negative ORP which means it can give electrons. The higher the negative charge, the greater is its capacity to give electrons. And as it produces hydroxyl ions it also helps produce oxygen and eradicates free radicals while hydrating your body tissues. Keeping you from premature aging is definitely of the best ionized water benefits you could get.

In addition to that, it definitely helps take care of your skin and scalp. Your body is naturally full of acidic substances. Ionized water helps balance the acidity or alkalinity of your body by providing alkaline in the water you drink. Many people usually use acidic water for washing their bodies since it could make them look younger. Acidic water can exfoliate the skin and provide you with the youthful glow. You can get acidic (soft) ionized water for that. However, too much usage of it might not be great for your body. Remember that your body needs a good balance. While acidic water may be good, but too much of a good thing may be damaging. You can always have the alkaline (hard) ionized water to keep the balance in the body.

As the overused adage goes, “Health is wealth”. It is never bad to invest for your health. It could be greatly advantageous for you if you would choose to make sure that you can have your family enjoy the benefits of ionized water.

JAA NE!

iPhone 5 Release Date Might Not Be This June, But on October

Previous speculation tells us that Apple will preview iOS 6 and it was also believed that during that time they would release the next iPhone called iPhone 5 during the WWDC. However, this is may not be so, as recent events lead speculators to conclude that the release date for the iPhone 5 may not be during this June at the WWDC, but on October.

Qualcomm has stated that it is struggling to keep up with the iPad’s demand in producing the 28-nanometer chips, which leads us to expect that Apple will be unable to have an earlier debut for its latest iPhone 5. If Qualcomm fails to keep up with the demands for iPads now, then it would be disadvantageous to launch the new iPhone so soon.

After Quallcomm CFO William Kietel has clarified that their production goals are pretty high in the December quarter and that the production would be “more meaningful” in September, most people are deducing that the iPhone release date may be on October.

Aside from that, LTE isn’t generally accepted in areas beyond US and Canada, which means the service is unavailable in the UK, except probably for the bigger cities like London and Manchester. In fact, Apple has offered refunds to Australian buyers since the new iPad does not support 4G LTE network in their state, what with the Telstra Corp, Australia’s only 4G operator, using a different 4G frequency. Apple will have to wait to make sure that iPhone 5 can support LTE networks worldwide.

Moreover, the fact that Apple has not announced its iOS 6 yet indicates that it is not ready to launch iPhone 5. Usually it would release OS upgrade during or before launching a new gadget. Now people are wondering if iOS 6 will be having its debut at the WWDC.

Full article on this could be found here.


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JAA NE!

Wearing Glasses Is Not The Best Solution To Blurry Eyesight

Wearing glasses and contact lenses had apparently grown to be a fashion fad nowadays. A decade ago wearing glasses may be considered to geeky and out of style. But things have changed ever since fashion magazines declared that “geeks are the new sexy”. This may be the reason why more and more individuals would now dare to wear specs even if it is clearly causing a lot of stress on their eyes.

If you are tempted to go to the nearest eye clinic to get your own pair of fashionable artificial lenses, you should know that while these may improve your vision for as long as you are still wearing them, those glasses could not cure your eye problems permanently. In fact, they could keep your eyes from healing themselves.

The longer you wear those lenses, the more you are letting your eyes become too dependent on them. Those pair of glasses you wear might be preventing your eyes from relaxing and working properly on their own.

Why should you depend on some artificial lenses when all you have to do is keep your eyes relaxed and avoid strain? Free your eyes from anything that could cause stress and strain. While this may not be as easy as it sounds, at least it doesn’t aggravate the problem with your eyesight.

If you think that you really need to wear a pair of glasses or contact lenses, you would find that one of the major challenges you would be facing is finding the perfect prescription for your eyes. That is because just like almost every organ of the body, your eyes are subject to change. Your eye prescription won’t always stay the same, and it is subject to the many different factors and aspects that could cause it to change, such as the weather, your health, or any outside stressors that could affect it your eyesight. Your eye prescription on a rainy day and you are in a bad mood would be different from your prescription when you had on a sunny day and in a better mood.

If you are already wearing your own pair of specs and you wanted to try relieving your eyes from the strain it may be causing you, try going without them for a few days, or for a few weeks. You would probably say that everything looks blurry at first. After starting to get used to it, you’ll see that you can see a bit more clearly. Here’s a tip: keep yourself from any high or extreme mental strain, and try to be more relaxed. Keep your eyes from too much stress, and give it a rest when your eyesight starts to become blurry and out of focus.

Not everyone is advised to wear prescription glasses or artificial lenses. Wearing them may not be best for our eyes. Instead of curing your eyesight problem, it can teach our eyes to be too lazy from working properly on their own. The best solution to blurry eyesight is not wearing prescription glasses, but keeping off from too much mental strain.

JAA NE!