Annoyed. I don't hate you, I'm just so annoyed.

I feel annoyed right now. I know it's weird to post it on a blog with the name "walking on sunshine", but I don't feel like posting it on Facebook either because I know it's not a good option. Still, I feel like I need to write about this or something in me would explode.

I really hate it when some people come and invade my personal space. But I probably am too much of a coward to confront them head on. Or am I just too patient to deal with it? I'm letting fate take its course. 

I wanted to tell you, the one who I must not name but you know already that I am referring to you. 

Don't DARE throw out anything I OWN! Try respecting MY properties, MY stuff and anything that's MINE, just like I have respected yours. And don't go ahead trying to blame me for anything I haven't done just because you think I did it. Gather enough evidence first before judging me, because I also hate it when you BLAME ME FOR SOMETHING I CLEARLY HAVEN'T DONE JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK I DID IT. I AM NOT LIKE YOU. I don't do the things you do. And I don't do things the way you do. You never say sorry when you realize it's not my fault. Do you think I'm not hurt by the words you speak? And you think I'm more worthless than you? I may have kept my peace but that doesn't mean I admit that it's my fault. I am keeping my mouth shut because I think it's not worth it. After all, you will never even hear me no matter how hard I try to speak out. Useless.

Look at the mirror first before picking out on me. As the long adage say, "LET THOSE WHO ARE BLAMELESS CAST THE FIRST STONE". You are not that perfect so don't act as if you are. You speak about other people as if they are despicable but don't you think that the you who speak about some people as if their mere existence is annoying is even more despicable? Who are you by the way? You think you are some big shot now? Think again.

Just because I don't doesn't mean I can't. I don't plan to get back at you or anything, but that doesn't mean I can't. I just don't want to waste my efforts on fruitless matters such as revenge. But watch what you say or do, because what goes around comes back around.

Do you believe in KARMA?

You SHOULD.

And watch your back.

I Sent Myself a Fan Mail

I have just sent a fan mail to myself on Tumblr. It feels so good! :)

Sending a fan mail to yourself will make you feel awesome. Trust me. It' sounds crazy, but it will encourage you to love yourself more.

Just remember Eleanore's (Roosevelt) words, "No one can make you feel inferior without your consent".


If you don't give love to yourself, how can you give love to other people? 


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JAA NE!

Fighting Spirit!

‎Don't depend too much on anyone in this world because even your shadow leaves you when you are in darkness.

-This was my principle when I was younger as taught to me, probably reluctantly by my mamang and papang, and also by experience. And then I kinda forgot when I learned how to interact with humans during the recent years. Trying to gain back the attitude of self-dependence and self trust now is harder than ever, but who says I can't do it? I've been doing lots of extremely difficult things and this doesn't even count as difficult. It's CHALLENGING, but never difficult.

"I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive...

I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise...

TO FLY!!!"

-by nicki minaj feat. rhianna.

Somebody please tell 'em who the FI is. I AM GLENICE J! (SUPERBASS-by Niki Minaj)

"I make it clearer to a couple jiggas that I'm always winnin' and I gotta get it again and again and again and again! (LOOK AT ME NOW by Chris B. et. al. ...i guess)

I've been a loner and a geek by choice when I was a kid, I could most positively revert to that stage as if clicking on the UNDO button. ASTIG DBA, UNDO BUTTON? MEHN, COOL!!!

I still remember my journalism adviser, Mr. D. Omega asking me, "Kaya?" and my answer would always be, "KAKAYANIN SIR!"

Gotta curb my SUICIDAL TENDENCIES. Wag kang aayaw, think positive. It will be alright in the end, if it's still not alright, then it's not yet the end. I gotta stop crushing my spirits every time something happens that is beyond my wildest depressing thoughts. (That is quite a difficult feat to do, because my most depressing thoughts could kill. hehe)

I'M STRONGER THAN YESTERDAY, LIFE IS NOTHING BUT A HIGHWAY! MY LONELINESS IS KILLING ME NO MORE."-Britney S.

As my papang always says in a game of chess, "ATRAS. DILI BUOT PASABOT ANA NANALAW KA. ATRAS ARON MANUKAD". (Take one step back. It doesn't mean that you lack courage. Take a step back to prepare for a comeback.)

When everything feels like you are on your lowest, just think that it's the best place to be to start up because it's easy to see that there's no other direction but to go up.

JAA NE!