Don't depend too much on anyone in this world because even your shadow leaves you when you are in darkness.
-This was my principle when I was younger as taught to me, probably reluctantly by my mamang and papang, and also by experience. And then I kinda forgot when I learned how to interact with humans during the recent years. Trying to gain back the attitude of self-dependence and self trust now is harder than ever, but who says I can't do it? I've been doing lots of extremely difficult things and this doesn't even count as difficult. It's CHALLENGING, but never difficult.
"I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive...
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise...
TO FLY!!!"
-by nicki minaj feat. rhianna.
Somebody please tell 'em who the FI is. I AM GLENICE J! (SUPERBASS-by Niki Minaj)
"I make it clearer to a couple jiggas that I'm always winnin' and I gotta get it again and again and again and again! (LOOK AT ME NOW by Chris B. et. al. ...i guess)
I've been a loner and a geek by choice when I was a kid, I could most positively revert to that stage as if clicking on the UNDO button. ASTIG DBA, UNDO BUTTON? MEHN, COOL!!!
I still remember my journalism adviser, Mr. D. Omega asking me, "Kaya?" and my answer would always be, "KAKAYANIN SIR!"
Gotta curb my SUICIDAL TENDENCIES. Wag kang aayaw, think positive. It will be alright in the end, if it's still not alright, then it's not yet the end. I gotta stop crushing my spirits every time something happens that is beyond my wildest depressing thoughts. (That is quite a difficult feat to do, because my most depressing thoughts could kill. hehe)
I'M STRONGER THAN YESTERDAY, LIFE IS NOTHING BUT A HIGHWAY! MY LONELINESS IS KILLING ME NO MORE."-Britney S.
As my papang always says in a game of chess, "ATRAS. DILI BUOT PASABOT ANA NANALAW KA. ATRAS ARON MANUKAD". (Take one step back. It doesn't mean that you lack courage. Take a step back to prepare for a comeback.)
When everything feels like you are on your lowest, just think that it's the best place to be to start up because it's easy to see that there's no other direction but to go up.
JAA NE!
